Oh! The illusions in my head. The things I wished for that never came. Behold once again how I fail to receive that for which I asked. Or maybe, I didn't ask for it right. If this is the case then here it is once again: I wish for faifth. For that endless devotion that will make you stay even if things get tough. I wish for patience. The tolerance to allow certain things that I don't understand. I wish for strength. The power to stand still when I have to and to move when it is needed. But most of all, I wish for attention. I wish for awareness, for consideration, for interest. These are the things that make or break relationships. It is attention that I crave, it is what I need and it is what I want. I wish I didn't have to ask for it. |
